WHATS BROWN;
aly
annalim
anastasia
celeste
chow
chris
claud
connie
deborahlee
dhini
eunice
grace
guan
hazimah
humairah
jamie bf
jayne
jo
LESSIES
lynnette
mabel
mary
pat
rachel
sam chuii
sam low
sarah
sherry
stacey
tyanne
yanling
yoww
REMNANTS;
PUSH IT.
Saturday, July 29, 2006
hm.
seems like this will be a longlong post eh?
its like 1am now and i wun sleep until i blog bout today cus i know i wun come online that often anymore.
well,today's been a great day now wasnt it?
training with you guys.the last. hope there'd be more?but it wont be the same.
my speech back at the ava wasnt all that gd.as in,i didnt say what i need yall to know.its my brain,its too slow to think of anthg at that moment.so im tryin it out nw.
so i guess i could really feel it now, its a fact,time flies.
so fast that it felt like ytday when i signed up for bball.
was the first to sign up,honestly really eager to join.
and im so glad i did.
4 whole years in ij seemed like 4 seconds.
but when i look back at those pictures we took, i couldnt help but admit to myself that you guys,you bunch of silly people closest to my heart,are leaving.
just like that.
anyone in my shoes, who felt the passion,honestly nt all fr the game.who made the lamest jokes just to make you smile.who shed the sweat,tears for you,with you.
and now left behind, to watch you go,
would breakdown,and just cry.
its us, and noone quite understand what a team is until they've experienced this.
shit shit shit.
im screwing this up..
its all choked up in my mind and i dont know how to lay them all out in words to let you guys know what i mean.
im just gon miss you..
alot..a hell lot.
omg.
i cant belive this.i seriously seriously cant..URGH.DEB. THEY'RE GOING. GET IT IN YOUR FREAKING HEAD DAMNIT.
okay. maybe this can help.
read the lyrics of my favourite song,
i never dreamt to be this way.
i lost any chance for me to say,
to say that i miss you,say that i love you
will someone please tell me im okay.
i wasnt prepared fr whats to come,
a life made of memories,
gone so young.
and now im regretting all ive done.
but in your heart, know that im with you all along.
whereever you go,i will be waiting.
whenever you call, i will be there.
whatever it takes, ill make your darkest days so bright.
im in your heart tonight.
i never thought that this could go,
and take me away frm all i know.
and leave me to think im on my own.
but your love will save me,
you were the one
who sat through nights,
you held me tight.
and made sure im okay.
well i thank you for the love you gave to me.
basketballers, we know this is our place.
i love you.always did,always will.
i waited from
12:57 AM
RELIEVE IT;
DEBorahcarmenhoon
15thnovember1990
ijbball
four/five
debsbra athotmaildotcom
